What if who I never wanted to be was always me
And the love I wanted at all cost could Kill me
What if all the things I never could do was my fault
What if the problem with me is…
What if who I love doesn’t exist
And the life I live is make believe
What if the things I have is in a precint
And then my life dries up like a leaf
What if the people I love see…
What if the bestie I have doesn’t know me
And the comfort I can afford is pain
What if the girl I hate was meant for me
And the ones I love will throw me in the rain
What if they hate and love me cos I’m….
What if the brother I know is fear
And the sister I cry to is a demon
What if the one I love brings me tears
And the one I hate tastes like sour lemon
What if they feed a lot from the skin of….
What if life frowns at me in despise
And death smiles with teeth neat as snow
What if they’re are both in disguise
And I hugged life cos she’s the one I know
What if the Casket I buried myself with was….
What if you read this and smiled
And another read it and cried
What if you found that in all I said I never lied
And when you figured it out I had died
The only thing people will say is….