In the starless night I sit, wishing I didn’t do it
This action of mine bleeds my heart, I wish I didn’t commit them
For I hide under the azure colors of the moon, waiting for your touch of forgiveness
If I said sorry
Would you hate me?
For I hate myself already
If you could just let me say sorry
I think I would love me.
If I could change my actions with sorry
Would your affection come back?
If only I could change it all
I try to smile but my mouth fails me
I try to wink but my eyes fail me
I try to listen but my ears fail me
I try to breathe but my nose fails me
What is this I have done?
For my heart has no more blood
For I have hurt the lungs behind my heartbeat.
But even until my last breath
I am sorry.