I stand by my window panes
looking out to nothing in particular.
I see two lovers, holding hand;
tears, now filling my eyes.
It’s hard to accept the loss
and I feel loneliness chewing me;
piercing my skin like a thousand needles.
I feel myself falling deeper into depression.
It’s hard to bring myself to face reality
It’s even harder dealing with the pain.
I feel so weak
knowing he’s not here with me
that he’s never coming back to me.
I’m nothing without him.
I have nothing else to lose except my life.
The pains of struggling each day
and the emptiness that fills my soul.
I’m not strong to live on my own
so I pray for death to take me away.
I will wait … till I live no more
to join my lover in eternal sleep.